Lyrics I Devise My Own Demise

I can't control everything
And i can't forget just what i've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than i am today
I devise my own demise
Here's to life-the life i'm losing
It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (notherfuck it, goodbye!)
I just want you to take, take me back home
To a better place that i've never known
That i've never known
I can't control everything (death is the only way out!)
And i can't forget just what i've seen (death is the only way out!)
These memories take me away
To a better place that i am today
Than i am today
...this life i'm losing (this life i'm losing)
I devise my...own demise