Lyrics Alive (n' Out Of Control)

For crying out loud I'm running from a comedown
God forbid i know i've been a letdown
Reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter
Kicking and screaming i am singing bloody murder

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I'm alive when I'm vulnerable
I'm out of control, I'm losing my soul

I can't be your angel when i'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when i'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and i don't want your help
Don't try and save me go take care of yourself
{Chorus}

I'm alive! Sick of the pain I'm sick of the sorrow
Sick of today i'm sick of tomorrow
I'm addicted to the misery in my head
I better stop before I end up dead

So i climb to the top just to fall to the bottom
And i climb to the top just to fall to the bottom