Lyrics Thrown Away

I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself

I kill the rhyme again, I'm coming sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within it's chemical
Unbalanced on the triple beam, what?
F*ck what you heard, it's about what I seen, I seen it happen
Back hand brand to face smackin
Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened
The doctors say he got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar

My heart is bleeding, and this pain it will not pass
It's not receding, and my body's going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by
Thrown away, I want to be thrown away

He's born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading led him down the wrong path
Where guns blast, don't give a shit about the Gods wrath
Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor
To tell em what's real, to tell em what's proper
The situation's unclear like gray, and I know it gets worse everyday

My heart is bleeding, and this pain it will not pass
It's not receding, and my body's going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by away
Thrown away, I want to be thrown away

I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself
I'm losing it, I've lost it, I've spilt all my marbles
AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
A hyper spaz, and that is me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

Voices in my head ... (x4)

Don't tell me to do it cause I will (NOOO!!!!) (x2)

Tight like anus Dave.. just a bagagabaga