Lyrics Artificial Sweetner

Oh yes I'm guilty for leasing myself out
Not ready to go up for sale
Can't seem to give it up
Stubborn, so selfish
I'm showing off the worst in me
The return of Saturn
Assessing my life
Second guessing
Chorus:
I'm full of artificial sweetner
My heart's been deceitful
It's all artificial sweetner
I'm faking I love you's
You're forcing me to
You really deserve love
I want to love you
But I can't seem to find myself
My wilting efforts
Our progress report
I'm only sure that I'm not sure
And I shudder
To be honest
Who's behind it all now?
Who's the author?
(chorus)
Re-read, re-write, redo, undo
I'm stuck on this page
I was born two weeks late
Is that why I hesitate?
I'm on the fence
Push me off it
I want to be on your side now
And keep a promise
(chorus)