Lyrics Painting The White To Grey

Face, I am nothing face
Complete by sarcastic taste
What a waste I think I'd rather die
Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life
Always situations I can never hide
Crying tears of anger, hate depressed
I never know the me
Never know what to do
Slit pour out the life
A bottle of the vive
A desperate cry for something else to justify
I'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to grey
A numb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to grey
Plastic, always drastic
Vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic
I know someone out there cares
Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds
As they think it's time,
repair these scars will never clear
I'll never be the same
little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane
I might have tried before
But I locked the door
I just need a reason to unlock it
I'm in a daze caused by pain
A failing force that wants to change
Painting the white to grey
A numb body shivering
Blood dripping from the skin
Painting the white to grey
Cutting, popping I know I'm not the definition of your model
I'm always dropping
Dying or crying I rarely find the relevance in always competing
or trying... so I guess I'll take dying
I need to feel the shame of what it was that I did
Painting the white to grey
My life summed up in one brush
Cold, in the back of a puppeteer
Bathroom floor
That is where I tried
to make it clear
That is where I tried
That is where I tried to die
Painting the white to grey!