Lyrics Disconnected

Disconnected it's the way that I wanted it to be
The Cult Electric is my favorite record of the week
'Cause I'm not feeling sweet

But I can't say that when everyone is so judgmental
And I can't play back all the times when you were gentle
'Cause even you can't be true

It's astounding what love can do to a city
Laurel Canyon was the best place for you and me to be
I chose the curtains and I dreamed the dream of domesticity
What a freak you made of me

Now I'm on Zoloft because you told me I was crazy
And I won't jump 'cause now I know you'd never catch me
And I can't leave you because you swore you'd never let me
But even you talk shit too

It's January when I jump the fence of your backyard
Finish the fairytale that you were drunk enough to start
It's kinda scary when your lover leaves you for a movie star
And I'm still in the dark

But you have trained me to watch my back and drop my standards
And you have shamed me since the first time you were with her
And you can't make me love your band or buy your records
'Cause you have tainted my respect for your adventures

And you will never have the chance to trace my features
And you won't ever make me feel like such a loser
And you can have the past 'cause I'm in love with the future
I'm in love with the future

And I have met a boy who makes you look so shallow
And there is so much time and so much space to travel
And I will make the climb and I will kiss the gravel
And I will kiss the gravel
I'll touch the sky
Watch me