Lyrics Inside Out

I thought i knew what provocation was
I´ve eaten from the insane root that
Imprisons reason

It´s in my stomach like fire,
It´s in my stomach like cancer,
It´s in my stomach like a knife, i´ve been
Gunshot
I gotta let it go

Goddamn nowhere place to be
Dying deep inside of me
Always standing on the inside looking out
Can´t break a heart so strong with pride
It´s more than just being alive
I broke the rule with you i´m out

My only antidote to mental suffering
Is physical pain